I just got home. Instead of sleeping, I chose to use the computer as it's been down for days and now it has finally been repaired. Received so many junk mails.

Was suppose to be my off day yesterday but due to some reason, I got called back to work last minute. It kinda ruined my whole plan of catching up with my sleep. So I was kinda pissed. Then I received a disappointing message from a certain someone who has been avoiding my calls for days. I should have known it'll come one day but didn't expect it to be so soon. But who cares, it runs in the males' blood; disappearing as and when they want to.

Finished work at 10.45pm and decided to wait for Mark as we stay near each other. On the way, we met Aziezan who also stays near us. I suggested to grab a bite at Mac's as I was super hungry and after that we ended up drinking. I guess that's just what I needed. We stayed up all night chatting, drinking and playing cards. I guessed I managed to hide my emotions well as no one noticed that I was feeling a little upset until they found out. There's plenty of fish out there so I guess there's no use brooding over a spilled milk.

I wanna date like a guy. Flirt with people, lead them on, then just disappear. Sick and tired of always being the nice one. The one people always take advantage of. If you wanna ask why I don't have a boyfriend,I'm pretty sure my answer would be, "it prolly has nothing to do with you guys being assholes."

Currently right now, what's priority to me is family, Shena and work. And of coz memek. I love him to bits and pieces though he always chooses to ignore me. As of 1st February, I'll be starting out as my newly promoted position of Captain. I'm so happy as the pay's good and I wanna settle my school fees asap and help out mom a little bit financially.

Ok. It's almost 8am now and I'm so sleepy. Thank god for my day off today so I can sleep like a pig. Will be meeting Shena later. I miss her so much!

Ciao!