Haven't updated in a while. Been busy telling myself everything's gonna be fine one day and I'm surprised that I'm still working at this shit hole. Just one month Izan, everything will be fine just then.

I've also came to realise that my relationship with my parents had strain especially my mom, don't mind my dad as I seldom talk to him(not that we're unable to have a decent chat but that's just how our relationship is. Less talk). Mom has changed recently, nothing I do seem to please her and me coming home from work late (over time) every Fridays and Saturdays had seem to pissed her off so much. And when there's just those times when you need a mother's love and advice, she's no longer there for me. I remembered the other time I was so depressed and stress from work and I wanted to talk to someone. The first person that came to my mind was definitely my mom, but although she hear me crying and needing some sympathy, all she said to me was, "I'm having my break and resting right now. I talk to you later." And she never did.

I shall not rant on bout my mom as no matter what she does to me, she has always and will always be my mom and I love her so much. Trying my best to make her happy coz I guess she herself is having a difficult time coping with menopause. Hopefully, when I resign and get a new job, everything will be back to what it was.