Gosh. It's been so long since I last updated my blog. It's so dead. and I bet no one reads this shit. It's ok. It's just for me to write whatever I want to.

Have finally resigned from my work. Couldn't take the shit anymore. I don't see the whole point of me tiring myself out and doing other's shit when there's no sense of gratitude from anyone at all. And it's not fair that everyone else gets to sleep during split shift hours while I have to answer phone calls. They get paid more, so why am I the one working extra?

From time to time, when they need an extra hand, I help out as part-timer but now they screw up my pay too? Other part-timers have already received their pay but me. The company's totally ridiculous.

Since I no longer work there, I seldom meet up with Sayang as he work long hours and after work he'll be super tired. I understand him therefore we only meet up during his off-days or whenever I surprise him with a sleepover. But I was so pissed off with him on Monday.

We're suppose to meet up at 11am near his place. The day before, he told me his pre-paid was used up and that the following morning, he'll set alarm to wake up and top up his card.

I woke up at 9am and waited till 11 and there was no call from him. So I decided to just leave my house and make my way there and he might call me later. When I reached the meeting point, he wasn't there and I still couldn't reach him as he have not top-up his card. I waited till 1pm and decided to just drop by his house. From a distant, I saw that there were ambulance and firemen at his void deck and was praying not for the worst. Thankfully it was another unit's call, not his. I knocked on the door and his room window several times and no one answered. I decided to call one of his house mate to check if there's anyone at their place who can open the door for me and his house mate's gf was there thankfully and opened the door. I made my way to sayang's room and to my surprise, he was still SLEEPING soundly and comfortably with the air con at full blast at 1pm!

I switched on the lights and he slowly started to wake up. Still had the cheek to smile and greet me 'Good Morning'. Thankfully, god knocked some sense to his head and he finally realised his mistake. I didn't utter a word after, though he kept apologizing.

After a while, I forgave him as I know he's tired from work the day before and probably didn't mean to overslept and also, I don't want to waste his off day just like that. He promised to take me to Party World to cheer me up.

On the way there, he's friend called him up and when he hung up, he told him his friend was joining us for Karaoke. WTF? He didn't even ask if I was ok with his friend joining and he knew I was upset just now so shouldn't he should try to cheer me up by spending more time with me rather than bringing a lamp post with us? I got upset again and I told him I wasn't fine with his friend tagging along. I was looking forward to spending alone time with him but somehow his brain just can't trigger must functions. He didn't even proposed to called up his friend to cancel it instead he just say to me, "he finish work early today. let him join us la. he at home also nothing to do." SO?! issit my problem your friend doesn't have someone to spend time with?!?

I sang a few songs during that and pretended to be ok as I didn't want his friend to know that there was a problem between me and sayang at that moment. After everything ended, I insisted that sayang didn't send me home and I can find my way back on my own. He could send his friend back home since he care so much bout him.

Haven't met sayang till today. Might be meeting him tomorrow. Hope things wouldn't be the same as Monday.